Food, dizzy and news

Food change has started, after eating a superstore worth of chocolate and sleeping for a full day it’s time to sort this bloody rubbish out and the food is the first place to start. Breakfast of overnight oats with chia seeds, coconut water and goji berries or...

Fear Day

So today is the fear day, today is the day I wait for the phone call from the hospital to find out what’s the future for Amos. I’ve woken up in fear, dizzy, sick and over riding fear. I wait and wait and wait, walk and wait, have a fabulous lunch and wait,...

Flowers, flowers and more flowers

Whats a woman got to do to get a house full of flowers? Oh yeah have an Amos move in!!!!! I can’t get enough thankyous out for the massive amount of flowers I’ve got I’m a bit fed up of having to say the words really quickly and refusing to repeat...

Is this sinking in yet?

What has sunk in so far is that my daughters are AMAZING, not only were they amazing with me and my bonkers brain but they were amazing with the other patients in the wards I spent my 2 days in. I’m not sure how I managed to bring these two amazing women up but...

Day 2 sinking in

My crazy thought process on this madness is that I love my personality so much I decided to grow an extra one, mad? But I don’t feel anything other than mad right now. He has a name, Amos. Several reasons for this but mainly because I am going to be staying at a...