Today I felt like shit, I cried for my own fear and then I cried for my own selfishness. The reason? I went to see my daughter try on her wedding dress, she looks like a princess, as stunning as I dreamt she would look like on her wedding day when I held her in my arms and the only person in the world she loved was me.
What if I die before the day? What if I don’t make it through Amos’s eviction? What if this is the only chance I get to see her look this happy and this wonderful? I feel like shit and selfish as my heart is trying not to break.
I hide my selfish tears by telling them I cry for my dream of her princess moment coming true and that she looks utterly stunning.
Amos I fucking hate you, I never invited you into my life, how dare you invade my love, my children and my dreams. Again the only bloody man in my life is in my head and I never asked you to move in!
A weekend of bbq’s with friends has done a good job of cheering me up. That is after I’ve watched one of my favourite TV programmes with a funeral of one of the long term characters OMFG tears!!!!
Monday morning is back and a workout, good food, sunshine and a better mood thank God.
Workout time, I have looked into this too – there’s a surprise eh – I am allowed to do low impact and not too sweaty so my choice is PIYO, from the shopping channels, there are some super sweaty classes that I won’t be doing but as a mix of yoga and pilates, this will trim me down and add to my weeks of perfecting myself in readiness for the eviction day – nothing high impact tho Amos might have a funny turn about those!!!
I might start countdown, OMG 30 days, that’s crazy quick, Oooohhhhhh I’d better get my PIYO and turmeric on 🙂
After birthday BBQ’s it’s back to the healthy eating and additional extras to make me right before the big op day. So oats with chia seeds and goji berries for breakfast and today
I’m collecting the CBT from Holland and Barrett, this stuff is supposed to be a miracle and right now I could do with a few of them. Unlike what I would have previously thought this isn’t the smoking type of the same plant which will be less miracle working of the same marijuana plant by making me care little about everything, this stuff is meant to work real miracles for my health. Here’s the boring/interesting/important info about it.
What are Cannabidiol’s benefits?
There are three main areas of benefit that users can look forward to when incorporating this beneficial supplement into their daily lives.
The benefits are:
Calm and relaxation
It has already been found that CBD helps users to feel calm and relaxed – naturally and without needing to resort to prescription drugs.
A natural neuroprotectant
Cannabinoids are already known to have neuroprotectant and antioxidant properties, which mean they are useful in the treatment and prevention of a range of diseases associated with oxidation – particularly autoimmune, inflammatory and age-related conditions.
Everyday wellbeing
CBD also promotes everyday wellbeing and quality of life when used as a daily food supplement. Many users are also finding it benefits their pets as well!
Should I use it?
CBD supplements are completely safe, natural and legal to use and offer a whole host of wellbeing benefits. Research is still continuing to understand more about the best ways that we can utilise the properties of this plant and extract maximum value for health. In the meantime, the supplements can provide an excellent wellbeing boost to your everyday life.
Is CBD basically cannabis by another name?!
This invariably leads to some (understandable!) confusion, however it isn’t the case. The first most abundant element of cannabis is THC, and this is the illegal, intoxicating substance that allows smokers of marijuana to achieve their ‘high’.
Cannabidiol is entirely separate from THC, and it has no drug-like properties. However, it is easy to confuse the two substances and naturally it means that CBD attracts a certain amount of stigma – essentially through confusion because of its complex chemical properties, links with THC, and the fact that it is originally derived from the cannabis plant. The important thing to know is that you cannot experience a high by ingesting CBD oil – and it is completely safe, legal and beneficial to use as a natural health supplement.
Is it legal?
Yes – CBD is completely legal – so you can use CBD supplements without worry.
Can also use it safely?
Yes, absolutely. Research has shown that CBD supplements are safe to use, even in large amounts or in high concentrations. Not only are they safe to use – they will boost your wellbeing by doing so!
Why might I choose to use it?
There are thousands of supplements available on the health food market today. However, Cannabidiol is already standing out as something that is both new and potentially very exciting. CBD offers a natural way to achieve calm, relaxation and wellbeing thanks to its broad protective properties and it can be taken in a range of formats, including oils, gums, sprays and more.
The rich antioxidant properties of the oil are also being investigated and there may well be further interesting news of additional benefits to come. Scientists are continuing to look at future, broader applications of the supplements and we will update these pages with latest findings as they occur.
I know as you’re reading this you’re thinking goodness me she knows her stuff about this stuff, sadly not however, I have got the info from the professionals
I am hoping that this will cheer my mood and relax Amos from making me cry
I’ve read a lot of stuff about this stuff and honestly so far I haven’t seen anything negative 🙂
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